Thursday, March 20, 2008

What to do? What to do?

Do I really want to go to Korea? I have a dream of going to the US and doing a massive road trip across all 50 states. Long ago I had decided that I would go to Korea for a year to teach English which would provide me with flights and is a good way to earn and save a lot of money.

So I sent my CV to a couple of agencies, they are all very nice and friendly and they called me on the day I sent my CV, I am still getting replies for jobs I applied for a month ago here.

I am absolutely terrified, it was always going to be something scary but a good growing experience but now I feel panicked and I don't know if perhaps it is too big a step, the teaching part scared me the most, teaching didn't work out so well for me the last time.

I don't want to give in to the anxiety and let it beat me but I just don't know what I want to do. I do know that I want to go to America and it is going to take a lot of money to do that.

It must be nice to be normal and not be scared about every little thing. I am looking forward to the long weekend, think some things through.

What should I do? I'm anxious and unemployed. Is this God opening a door?

2 Comments:

Blogger Cate said...

i think you should go for it babe, if you think about it in terms of risk, the worst that could happen is you hate it and come home after 6 months or whatever. you don't have a job or a mortgage holding you back so just jump that plane i reckon! plus skype does wonders when you are missing whanau and away from home!

12:39 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I'm with Catherine and Paul on this one :)
Worst case scenario, better to regret something you tried than to regret never having tried. And I don't think you'll regret it - I think you'll be awesome.
- Andrew

10:05 PM  

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